Do any of you ever find yourself in ruts... like every so many months... or is it just me?! I don't know how to adequately explain it but I find that I am usually in this funk for a week or so! Sometimes I think it's just a severe case of PMS and other times I contemplate that it could be more! More often than not I think I'm the only one who suffers from this and I'll probably be the only person to openly talk about it or admit it! However, if you've been following me for awhile, blogging about my difficulties and low points isn't something I shy away from! My blog is about me, all of me, even the not so fun me!
When I get into these funks or ruts it's probably best that I don't step foot out of the house. People in public irritate me to no end, the littlest thing, like my hubby not unloading the dishwasher when I ask, sets me off, I'd rather sleep than do ANYTHING else even if I have piles of laundry to wash and fold, career advancements to handle, or events to attend! I just find myself to be really anti-social and a "debbie downer" when I'm feeling this way!
I know in a few days it will pass. I'll be back to organizing and cleaning the house, back to not wanting to ram my car into the jerkoff who cuts me of in rush hour traffic, back to enjoying conversations and talking peoples ears off, and back to being myself! I just wish I knew exactly what causes it! Maybe this post will be the start of actually keeping track of these funks and lead me to some answers!
Here's to hoping this Monday offers some improvements on my mood! Thinking positive thoughts lead to a positive mood and life right?! Happy Monday my dear fans! Thank-you for reading and listening! And please feel free to share if any of you suffer from Every Few Month Ruts - it'll make me feel somewhat normal!